WARNING! THIS CONTAINS SPOILERS FOR FLAMES-OF-ICE'S Gelide Caelum! If you read Gelide Caelum, then DO NOT READ THIS YET! This is also the second part of my BmB series(Brother my Brother)! Read that one first!!

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Title: Gone Forever...
Fandom: Transformers '07 Movieverse
Rating: PG-13 for pretty intense human language and sexual references.
Characters: Icefire, Skylight, Winterrose, Orion, Nightlight, Barricade,  Backlash
Pairings: Mentions of BarricadexSkylight, IcefirexOptimus, a brief TrailbreakerxSunstreaker and a One-sided BarricadexBlackout.
Disclaimer: I, sadly, do not own the son Gone Forever, 3 Days Grace does. I do not own Barricade either. Hasbro does. I do, however, own Nightlight, Backlash and Skylight. This snippet mentions of Blockade. He is mine as well. Flames-of-Ice owns Icefire, Winterrose and we both share Orion. This mentions Sunstreaker and Sideswipe and Trailbreaker. I own them not. Same with Optimus Prime. Hasbro owns them like they do Barricade, and Skorponok and Blackout, who are briefly mentioned.

---Icefire's POV

It had been too long since Icefire had seen his sister. Felt her reassuring spark near his. She had always been so loving. So caring. If he had asked, she would have given her spark for his. He knew she would. He had always sat up at night, his Sparkmate, his Optimus Prime, curled up next to him. When their twins were born, Icefire felt part of the hole that Skylight had taken slowly fill again.

But there was always a fucking hole.

Icefire talked to Optimus about feeling a small void in his Spark, where his twin should be. Optimus said it was common when twins took seperate paths. They shared a Spark, but they were different people. Icefire knew that. Sideswipe and Sunstreaker were examples. Sideswipe, kind and a prankster. Sunstreaker, vain, egotistical aft that only opened up to either his brother or the golden twin's Sparkmate, Trailbreaker.

Icefire and Skylight were as different as night and day. Skylight was a people-femme. Icefire was... well, he just wasn't a people-mech. With Skylight around, he was... calm. Losing her hurt. But she made her choice. No.

That Fucking Deceptifilth stole her! His Processor would always tell him that.

He stole her! She didn't stop him! She's a traitor! His Processor would say.

'She's not a traitor! She...'

Fell for a slagging Deceptifuck! She's a traitor! Slowly, Icefire had come to accept it. He felt better. He was glad she was gone.

Gone forever.

Yep.

Never going to come back.

He didn't miss her. And he wasn't lying about it either. He told Optimus he stopped missing her, and the Autobot commander felt the whole truth under the words.

Icefire really no longer gave a shit about what happened to that Pit-Damned Slutbut.

Shoving his cannon in her face on the battlefield stopped those thoughts. He really hadn't thought he would see her on the field. She spoke to him, begging. She held her Sparkling close to her, begging.

Pfft, she had become weak.

It was when her child spoke about a hole in its Spark where its father should be did Icefire truly start to pay attention. He knew about holes in the Spark. He had one too. Seeing Skylight though... It felt refreshing...

“Get lost!” He snarled. He didn't want to hurt her. Not if it meant leaving that brat alone... Soon Icefire heard him call her a bitch. He refrained from flinching at his own harshness. She spoke of days before they joined the war. He missed those days... The day before the Decepticons hurt them. Before Skyfire disappeared... Before Icefire woke up in frozen ice on Earth... Before he met his Bondmate... The days before he had a family... Screw it, he doesn't miss those days. It was when Skylight mentioned having to try to to forget about the war. Icefire shouted that they wouldn't have to, if she hadn't ditched him and their mother.

She asked him why they fought. When it only destroyed their Sparks. Their lives... They're friendship...

Screw friendship. He didn't need a Decepticon slut's friendship. Icefire saw his half-brother, no his enemy, say that he wouldn't listen to reason. The slut-con's son squealed 'Daddy', and was put down.

“Slaggin' bitch.” He glared. He wanted nothing more than to beat the hell out of them. All of them!

“Ice... Brother... My brother... What are we fighting for? Isn't life, your child's life, worth so much more than a fucking war we never deserved to be in? Why can't we pretend this never began? Look. Look at them!” She pointed to Icefire's twins, who ran over and waved to....

“Night! Night! Come on! Let's go play!”  His daughter, his Winterrose, exclaimed.

“Come on Nightwight!” His son, his Orion, called. When the kidnapper set his brat down, Icefire got angry. Real angry.

“Damnit! Stay away from them!” He shouted at the brat. Icefire saw another brat, one that looked like Blackout, asked to play. He was called 'Backwash'. The brat probably meant Backlash...

“Stay-!”

“Take a moment Icefire! Just one fucking moment! Look at them! They're willing to put aside their parents' decisions! They don't know what war is! All they know is what they're parents tell them! Do you want your kids to learn to hate their cousin just because their father said to!?

“Ice, for the love of Primus, be willing to try to give them a live we never had! There's more to us than fucking insignias! You don't have to hate me! Think about the consequences... Are you willing to tear apart a family just because your father and uncle/lover can't get along!? If you truly give a damn about your kids' future, if any of us care about the kids, then all of us will just leave. Right now, we'll turn and walk the fuck away and let them play together like we used to when we were their age!” The femme gained the four Changelings' attention.

“Mommy said fuck!” Her brat shrieked. The fragger who took the bitch snarled at him about it not being the right time.

“... Fuckitall...” Icefire growled.

“Why are we fighting Ice...? Just tell me that...” She asked. He mumbled his answer.

He was fighting for Optimus. For his children.

“Say it louder damnit!”

“FUCKIT SKYLIGHT!  I HATE YOU!” Icefire snarled, his voice loud in his audios.

“FUCK YOU ICEFIRE! I HOPE EVERYBODY IN THIS FUCKING WAR ROTS IN FUCKING HELL!” The Decepticon- No... His sister, transformed and drove off.

“Huh? Wait... No! No Sky I didn't mean it!” He shouted, “FUCK!” He heard his nephew ask where she went. Barricade answered that she would be back. Ice saw the small Blackout reach up to Barricade.

“Uncle 'Cade... Up!” Icefire frowned.

“... Where's Blackout...?” He finally asked.

“... Blackout died having Backlash...” Barricade told him stoically. Icefire frowned.

“I'm...”

“Sorry? If you're sorry, go after your sister you dipshit.” Icefire quickly transformed into his Alt. Mode and tore after his motorcycle sister.

He found her crying alone in a clearing. He transformed and walked over weakly.

“I... I thought you were gone... gone forever...” Icefire whispered. Skylight didn't say anything.

“S-Sky...?” Icefire whispered.

“I wish I stayed gone forever...” Skylight spat at him. Ouch. Okay. He deserved that...

“I... I forced myself to stop missing you... Why...? Why did you leave?” Icefire asked. No. Begged.

“Oh. Now you want to talk?” She growled.

“Look, Skylight I'm sorry! You left! How was I supposed to handle it?! I was upset! Your son said he felt a hole when Barricade had disappeared! You gave me a hole of my own! Even the twins couldn't get rid of it completely! I had just finally accepted that you were forever gone!” Icefire said.

“I was a day pregnant with my Sparkmate on the other faction! I left for his protection! His and Nightlight's and Blockade's!” Skylight shouted. A moment of complete silence.

“Who's... Blockade...?” Icefire finally asked.

“... Nightlight's twin brother... He's back at base, taking care of Skorponok...” Skylight said quietly.

“... Sky...?”

“Yes Ice...?”

“... We're a fucked up family...” She laughed dryly.

“You finally figurin' that out 'Fiyah?” She asked, using his old nickname.

“No... The moment you left, I knew it.” Icefire laughed dryly.

“... Blackout loved Barricade...” Skylight whispered. Icefire frowned as he sat next to his sister.

“He did...?” He asked.

“... Yes... I only found out because he wanted me to take care of 'Cade... I wanted to cry when he walked away... Then when he died having Barrier-Backlash... I told 'Cade...” Skylight sighed.

“... How'd he take it...?” Damn. Icefire was growing soft...

“He moaned... he was upset... Especially when Backlash started calling him Dad... He only just recently started calling Barricade, Uncle 'Cade....” Skylight frowned. Icefire frowned.

“I...”

“Icefire... I'm going to have to leave again...”

“... I know...”

“This time... I might be gone forever...”

The end...?